Personal Blog 2014-01-30:
Sometimes, I tell myself, it's fine. Everything will turn out just the way they usually are. And then it blows up. And there it goes.
God, we're all ticking time bombs. I pray everyday for the people I love to stay healthy, happy and just the way I knew them. I pray for my sister, my twin sister, my brothers, my ma, my pa, my team mates, my friends. I fear so many things but I fear losing the people I love the most.
I should start getting things together. I should start keeping physical copies of things, places, people I love. I am so afraid.
